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SurvivalI wear my scars like a soldier,  Carry pressures of life on my shoulders,  But these troubles are heavy like boulders,  They say that when I get older,  It wont be so hard to survive the world war 3thousands I’ve been put through.   
I look at you,  And I wish that I could be that strong,  Wish I didn’t make so many wrong choices.  Wish the voices of people trying to help me would reach my ears instead of being pushed by the fear of letting anyone physically or emotionally touch me.   
I started smoking in the 4th grade so that I would look tough, because I’d had enough of being pushed ar Survival
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Kryptonite knivesblood is thicker than understanding  fingerprints are like footsteps that mark us individual  legs lifting leading towards identity  bones, broken, growing  showing us that, with cracks,  life keeps on going,  knowing that weakness is like  a kryptonite knife  made to tear apart life  like multitudes of unidentified pills  cryptic message on my phone that night  lungs intake this so called fake,  fate, oxygen air breathing  smoke, leading to connected intersections of mind  slowly making compensation for the evil thoughts you hate yourself for thinking  condensation bu Kryptonite knives
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Weapons for my DestructionThis world  ristricts me  contradicts me  lures me out and tricks me,  my brother said that god just wants to convict me,  cause i'm  not what people are supposed to be like,  he kicked me  when i was down,  crushed my pride and  broke my crown,  every time i turn around  he  picks at it  wont give up the grudge  so i tell him that im just an addict  to this, insanity  to this  rebellion against humanity  see, i dont care what you  look like  talk like  love like  think like  hell, i hate you all equally  at least i hav Weapons for my Destruction
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as they hammer those nails into your beautiful han

Mon Dec 26, 2005, 10:35 PM
Blindside - Pitiful

No, i dont believe in jesus. though the bible is a lovely story.

so.
I've been keeping busy.
thoroughly medicated.

immersing myself in my art, my music, my books.
still trying to get away from myself.
still doing stupid things and feeling stupid even though i knew it was stupid in the first place.
happens alot.

i'll submit my newer piece and some photos of my paintings in a couple days.

still breaking promises i make to myself.

still fealing the acid coated sickness that follows every step i take towards the one person that fucks me up the most.

still needing to learn how to walk away.

got a keyboard and synth.
will be making some new music.

<x3

happy fuckin' days.
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  • Current Residence: The personal Hell of 6 mental disorders
  • Interests: Good movies. Body Mod. Music. Pianos and Violins. Slams and Open mics. Photography. Sex.
  • Favourite movie: American History X, Being John Malcovich, Corpse Bride, Proteus, The Butterfly Effect
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse, The Distillers, MCR, MM, MSI, Classical stuff....everything....
  • Favourite genre of music: Classical/Trad punk/Weird stuff(like Muse, MSI, Pink Floyd)
  • Favourite artist: Tom Vanderlee
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare
  • Favourite photographer: =Kittynn
  • Favourite style of art: Photography, Abstract, Painting&Sketching, Poetry, Prose, Music
  • Favourite cartoon character: Atlas..... and Zim & JTHM
  • Personal Quote: I hate me more than you could ever hate me, and that means I win, right?
  • Tools of the Trade: Patience

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~TheEyewitness Oct 13, 2007, 2:21:29 PM
You are amazing :D

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~atticusscout Oct 13, 2005, 7:51:42 PM
Hello! Nice art!!

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~DyingInYou Oct 7, 2005, 6:45:59 PM
this is PlasticStars... aka staticbutterfly... aka [[ static . butterfly ]] aka MY MULE! LMAO!


Oh man... that was great... >> Errr... LOL. I'm thirsty. What are you having for lunch?

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~DyingInYou Oct 5, 2005, 5:58:15 PM
Hello! ^^

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~duelwithpistols Aug 23, 2005, 4:32:59 PM
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEEN. ? ? ?

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I'm thinking its a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly alligned.
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~i-am-fear Sep 23, 2005, 2:46:18 AM
everywhere and nowhere. still in vancouver, away from my evil sadistic parents, had a gf for 8 months, still writing, still slamming, still 17. still crazy. apparently i have 6 disorders. i've moved about 6 times. maybe more. moving in may lmao. sticking with the roommates i have now though. in one week i will have my computer, which means aim and palace and talking you you. im glad you didnt forget me lol. miss ya like hell, lexy.
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~softcell72 Aug 19, 2005, 3:29:55 PM
stopped by via the random dev link, :wave:
they gave everyone a week free for you to "test drive" it.

[link] please drop by

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Light travels faster than sound, which is why a person can appear bright, until they open their mouth.
hating me won't make you pretty.
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~afraidofeverything Aug 18, 2005, 8:28:26 PM
WHOA. HOW THE HELL DID I BECOME A SUBSCRIBER?????
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